The Current State of Things

Yesterday was the first day in November that I did not write anything for Rough Draft Month. Today, this blog entry is going to be all I'm writing. Tomorrow, I don't know. I'm considering quitting the challenge entirely.

This is going to be rambley. Very stream of consciousness. I apologize for that. I can't talk about this to anyone else.

( Extended discussion of US politics, abuse in medical settings, and suicidal ideation under the cut. Please take care of yourself. )