Enter the Fairy Circle ₊˚⊹

[bedes]

Hi! My names are Azure and Bede. I'm a young autistic (and otherwise disabled) adult who loves to ramble. My pronouns are he/she/bun/fae/moon, but if you don't know how to use neos, just he/she is fine. Just remember to alternate! I'm also a bisexual bigender boygirl, among other things.

I use "cringe but free" as my life motto, so expect accordingly! In terms of hobbies, I'm an artist, writer (of fanfic, essays, and analysis), webmaster, editor, and self-defined "general enthusiast". You can expect for me to journal about my fandoms, my interests, and my personal life!

More information (including general journal information and fannish information) is under the cut!


Journal Information

My journal's theme is Morning Star, with additional customization by emoswears and me!

I don't really have a Grant Access Policy, because I don't make private posts! This is partially thanks to the internet archivist in me who can't stand when certain things aren't available for public view. (Example: video game creators who only drop official art and lore in their Discord server... bring back forums!!) So, when you grant me access and I don't grant it back, that's because there's quite literally nothing to grant access to.

I am uncomfortable with those who make how much they love fictional incest/pedophilia/rape a key part of their online persona (or those who make defending fictional incest/pedophilia/rape a key part of their online persona). I do not harass anyone, and I strongly condemn those who do. However, as a survivor, I would prefer "proudly dead dove" types (with regards to those 3 things specifically) to not contact me directly. That sort of attitude is triggering for my PTSD, and it makes me feel unsafe. I hope that you can understand.

Fannish Information

I'm in a multitude of fandoms! The main ones at the moment include, but aren't limited to:

• Adventure Time (specifically Fionna & Cake)
• Cookie Run
• Delicious in Dungeon
• Great God Grove
• In Stars and Time
• Kingdom Hearts
• MILGRAM
• Pokemon
• Vocaloid (and other vocal synths)

... and many more that I am more passively interested in!

You can also have a handful of my favorite ships:

• Shadow Milk Cookie/Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run)
• Click Clack/Thespius (Great God Grove)
• Isabeau/Siffrin (In Stars and Time)
• Pearl/Marina (Splatoon)

You can read my extended fannish 'about me' on my website! Non-fictional things of interest to me include autism, queerness, the indie web, and alterhumanity.

My blanket fanwork policies can be read here. Give it a read, if you're so inclined!

I'm totally fine with anyone subscribing to my journal, so long as nothing above brings up any issues! If you want to check out my icons, the community for them is pastelveil. If you're interested in my fic and analysis pieces, they're all mirrored here on Dreamwidth at fairyfic, which has a much more thorough tagging system. Other places you can find me online can be found in my journal's sidebar on desktop, or at the bottom of the page on mobile. I hope that we can get along well! ♡

Comments

[ngtskynebula]

You seem lovely, Azure! Your blog's layout is so pretty, too 🥹💝 The colour palette and entries' cute seamless background go hand in hand, congrats for having a great taste 😌✨️

[bedes]

Thank you so much!! <3 Both regarding my person and my blog, hehe

done lurking

[arimamary]

Hello! I figured I should introduce myself once and for all.

I'm Mary and my pronouns are they/they. I found you through neocities. Through skimming through your journal and learning more about DW, I decided to sign up.

So I guess I can finally say I really like your layout! Your journal has been a great inspiration and I enjoyed reading through your entries! You were probably the first person I subscribed to. All in all, I think you're a really cool person!

Re: done lurking

[bedes]

AWW thank you sm!!!! It's an honor! I hope you like it here! <3

[cfb_exe]

I love your matching icons you've made! I feel like I've seen your person website during one of those nights where I'm knee deep in webrings n such lol I also love how committed you are to journaling, if ya don't mind I'll be subscribing ~ („• ֊ •„)

[bedes]

Thank you!! And I love your personal site soo much, it's SO cute and I LOOOVE all the drawn assets! It makes your site feel super unique and charming!!

[yourivy]

Thanks for sharing this post, it was very interesting to learn more about you. You sound like such a kind and sweet individual, can't wait to get to know you better :)

[bedes]

Aw, thank you so much, dear! <3 I look forward to getting to know you better, too!