bedes: An icon of Bede from Pokemon, smirking towards the camera. (Default)
[personal profile] bedes
Hi! My names are Azure and Bede. I'm a young autistic (and otherwise disabled) adult who loves to ramble. My pronouns are he/she/bun/fae/moon, but if you don't know how to use neos, just he/she is fine. Just remember to alternate! I'm also a bisexual bigender boygirl, among other things.

I use "cringe but free" as my life motto, so expect accordingly! In terms of hobbies, I'm an artist, writer (of fanfic, essays, and analysis), webmaster, editor, and self-defined "general enthusiast". You can expect for me to journal about my fandoms, my interests, and my personal life!

More information (including general journal information and fannish information) is under the cut!


Journal Information

My journal's theme is Morning Star, with additional customization by [personal profile] emoswears and me!

I don't really have a Grant Access Policy, because I don't make private posts! This is partially thanks to the internet archivist in me who can't stand when certain things aren't available for public view. (Example: video game creators who only drop official art and lore in their Discord server... bring back forums!!) So, when you grant me access and I don't grant it back, that's because there's quite literally nothing to grant access to.

I am uncomfortable with those who make how much they love fictional incest/pedophilia/rape a key part of their online persona (or those who make defending fictional incest/pedophilia/rape a key part of their online persona). I do not harass anyone, and I strongly condemn those who do. However, as a survivor, I would prefer "proudly dead dove" types (with regards to those 3 things specifically) to not contact me directly. That sort of attitude is triggering for my PTSD, and it makes me feel unsafe. I hope that you can understand.

Fannish Information

I'm in a multitude of fandoms! The main ones at the moment include, but aren't limited to:
  • Pokemon
  • Dungeon Meshi
  • Dead Plate
  • Cold Front
  • Pokemon
  • Alien Stage
  • Splatoon
  • Vocaloid (and other vocal synths)
  • MILGRAM
... and many more that I am more passively interested in!

You can also have a handful of my favorite ships:
  • Rody/Vincent (Dead Plate)
  • Laios/Kabru (Dungeon Meshi)
  • Pearl/Marina (Splatoon)
  • Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
Non-fictional things of interest to me include autism, queerness, the indie web, and alterhumanity!

My blanket fanwork policies can be read here. Give it a read, if you're so inclined!

I'm totally fine with anyone subscribing to my journal, so long as nothing above brings up any issues! If you want to check out my icons, the community for them is [community profile] pastelveil. If you're interested in my fic and analysis pieces, they're all mirrored here on Dreamwidth at [personal profile] fairyfic, which has a much more thorough tagging system. Other places you can find me online can be found in my journal's sidebar on desktop, or at the bottom of the page on mobile. I hope that we can get along well! ♡


A blinkie that says, 'Fairy type Trainer', with a Fairy-type symbol next to it A blinkie that says, 'Fem + masc terms', with an avatar symbol to the left of the text A blinkie that says, 'It's gay love, baby!', with hearts on either side

Date: 2024-11-04 01:18 pm (UTC)
ngtskynebula: (minseok/baekhyun)
From: [personal profile] ngtskynebula
You seem lovely, Azure! Your blog's layout is so pretty, too 🥹💝 The colour palette and entries' cute seamless background go hand in hand, congrats for having a great taste 😌✨️